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Un-Screw Me
03:48
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Oh my god
You know what I lost
Some nights I scream
Rude tweets & day dreams
You should know that it’s not my fault—It’s not our fault
That all hope was lost
Oh my god
This country drills yr head with lotsa strange pegs
& I think its up to u to unscrew them
& as you do yr gonna learn how 2 beg
Say yr goodbyes before our efforts go south
And make yr vows and re and re and renew them
Somebody wants to stick yr head in their mouth
look right thru me
please unscrew me
pat my head &
hold me gently
i’m not a demon
please dont kill me
all these nightmares
arent too thrilling
Find a new family for that hole in yr chest
(& also so yr buried as the right gender)
This world’ll beat u & won’t give u no rest
I wanna eat u from the palm of your hand
I wanna learn the deepest meaning of “tender”
This world’ll beat u cuz it will and it can
This world’ll beat u— OH this world will beat u
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Bairdford Park
04:06
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You found me painting on the ground
I guess I like the way dirt moves
You sat and watched me fuck around
Maybe loves not that thing I knew
I drool at such perverted fantasies
Just like that dog you never tamed
And though I’m cursed with dreams I can’t police
I’ve been re-marked & re-re-named
Can u really love yourself forever?
If not, become someone new
My heart’s been painted on my sleeve, I’m weary
Yr all I have, this is all I can do
Can u really love yourself…ever?
Or love the person that they groomed?
My brain’s been painted on the ground
You’ll find me painted on the ground (thats nothing new)
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3. |
Queen Unicorn Reject
04:57
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Okay I’ll go
Or maybe—I don’t know
I wrote a song about you
But I was still so angry
And I don’t need to punch down to pull through
I stay away from danger
My body’s like a stranger to me
To you I’m just a concept
Queen unicorn reject redeemed
Hey where did you go?
Do you know what you owe us?
What did you dare to unlist?
And we looked up to you!
Didn’t know what to do
De-ponified your page
Why don’t you go get back in your page
Did you almost have it?
Do you think you’re tragic?
Everybody looks for their place in their life
I don’t know a lot but I know wrong from right
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4. |
Den Mother
04:45
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God might be watching so be your best
& if they’re not then we sure can’t rest
I’m drinking right from the tap
Even though it’s bad
Real superstars—they do it together
No matter where you are—you can do it together
Fight for the changes & fight through the weather
You be my pup & I’ll be your den mother
Remember our fall out? Time sure flies
I wrote you a callout but then thought twice
I’m listening to birds at night
With all of their might
They still sing without light
We might be nothing, but I think we’re something
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5. |
It Never...
02:09
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Ah.
It never goes away.
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Rules
04:13
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There’s somethin’ wrong with me
There’s got to be a reason
All my chips are down
And when I see defeat
I blame my luck on seasons
Sink my head & drown
‘nother day another empty promise
People talk to me but do they wanna
I save my kisses for you
Hide behind the door
& then I make a move
I feel so isolated
Doesn’t mean I hate it
I just mean its cruel
Whispers in the suburbs from the neighbors
They will hide our voices & our labor
With all their rules
I cry in corners
Hoping that someone will find me
But they never do
And if they did I dont know
What i’d even say
I’d prob’ly play it cool
i survived the sinking then the suction
how will i survive my own destruction
With all their rules
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Wikihow
03:30
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I was not a carpenter
On Wikihow I learned my trade
I’ll build one drawer (I’ll build ten more)
until the perfect one’s been made
And under the floor scaled to human size
I’ll muffle the creaks and muffle the cries
He barged into my life one night
While cracking jokes as folks went home
A drink I’d pour, he’d drink four more
I was desperate, I was alone
And now we go home as he rests his eyes
Won’t know where we’re going or learn upon rise
And I’ll keep him warm and I’ll keep him dry
and I’ll keep him safe in the drawer where he lies
I’m not sure I want this dog
I set my standards too far down
I’ll search for whores (I’ll find one more)
And then I’ll store him in the ground
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Noneremains
03:23
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a coroner, a letter
a corona & a flame
they sent it to my old house
but didn’t send it to my name
saw yr picture up on facebook
i saw yr bony frame
and when i looked for love to give u
none remained, none remained
at the edge of whats been passing
home of the widow quote “insane”
i’ll be waiting for yr lashings
but none remain, none remain
‘cause u live inside of me
i hear yr voice it always speaks
yes u live inside of me
i know i’m weak
i know i’m weak
now my skins become a travelogue
scars the voyage i must own
lessons learned & debts amassacred
torturous periods alone
bumps and bruises on my forehead
something angry in my brain
dont know what u saw inside it
but none remains, none remains
‘cause u live inside of me
(col & coll)ored all my dreams
yes u live inside of me
i know i’ll never
not be freaky
yes u live inside of me
i’m yr harvest never reaped
yes u live inside of me
i could kill u
i’ve got methods
i’ve got means
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9. |
...Goes Away
04:34
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Oh no.
It never goes away.
Wake up yr pretty little head
You know that yr never better dead
So here’s me devoid of what to say
It gets better, but it never goes away!
The summer is passing us right by
Yr weary and justly I surmise
But clearly u wake up every day
It gets better, but it never goes away!
Oh ah!
It never goes away!
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10. |
Don't Peg Me As A Surfer
04:25
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Well west coast girls really knock me out
When I see their pretty bodies I just scream and shout
God Why Did You Trap Me In This Cage
I can bend the bars but I sure won't act my age
I wanna dig a holy hole just to prove I can
I wanna shiver on the beach and stop hating the sand
Be the kinda girl my love objectifies
Even every good week has a day that i cry cry cry
And the things you're diagnosed with as a kid won't go away
even if you ignore them
i spent a stony summer with a sociopath
and yea she took all my spoons but she made me laugh
sometimes i still flinch but i think i'm safe
I think i gotta house but i dont think i gotta place
And the feelings that you've had since you're'a kid wont go away
not until you explore them
Oh why
Do I keep trying
Oh why
Do I keep tying myself to these trees?
You kept the best parts of me
And that abuser that you had as a kid will pass away
and then god will abhor them
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12. |
Mona (Bonus Track)
02:34
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13. |
Pet Carrot (Bonus Track)
02:05
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14. |
Shivers (Bonus Track)
03:05
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